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'We live in a world that expects us to be constantly in control of ourselves. Our bodies and minds, though, have other ideas.
'In this striking debut, artist and writer Sarah Walker wrestles with the awkward spaces where anatomy meets society: body image and Photoshop, phobias and religion, sex scenes and onstage violence, death and grief. Her luminous writing is at once specific and universal as she mines the limits of anxiety, intimacy and control.
'Sharp-witted and poignant, this collection of essays explores our unruly bodies and asks how we might learn to embrace our own chaos.'
Source : publisher's blurb
Publication Details of Only Known VersionEarliest 2 Known Versions of
Works about this Work
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Insides Out
2021
single work
review
— Appears in: Sydney Review of Books , September 2021;
— Review of The First Time I Thought I Was Dying 2021 selected work essay'‘A thing from the outside was inside her,’ writes Sarah Walker, conjuring one of her earliest memories. The thing in question is an enormous piece of bark, protruding from her kindergarten teacher’s outstretched hand, ‘under the elegant slip of her skin’. The image is carefully chosen, foreshadowing this essay collection’s interest in the intersections between our bodies and the world, and the breaching of these thresholds. Throughout The First Time I Thought I Was Dying the outside world gets in and insides are turned out. Walker’s lesson from that playground accident is that ‘constant vigilance is required’. Just a handful of paragraphs later, she tells us the revised lesson her adult self is trying to learn: ‘be not afraid’. This movement from fearfulness and control towards trust and acceptance is one that reverberates through the collection.' (Introduction)
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Sarah Walker, The First Time I Thought I Was Dying
2021
single work
review
— Appears in: The Saturday Paper , 21-27 August 2021;
— Review of The First Time I Thought I Was Dying 2021 selected work essay'Researchers have shown that the less you know about something the more you think you know. There is even an apparatus for measuring this correlation between ignorance and confidence: the Dunning–Kruger graph.' (Introduction)
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Closer : Chaos and Coming of Age
2021
single work
review
— Appears in: Australian Book Review , August no. 434 2021; (p. 20)
— Review of The First Time I Thought I Was Dying 2021 selected work essay'In The First Time I Thought I Was Dying, the photographer–artist Sarah Walker brings into focus ideas about anxiety, control, bodily functions, and the uses of breached boundaries. The essays of this book are personal, and readers of confessional non-fiction will delight in their tone: equal parts jocose and sincere.' (Introduction)
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Closer : Chaos and Coming of Age
2021
single work
review
— Appears in: Australian Book Review , August no. 434 2021; (p. 20)
— Review of The First Time I Thought I Was Dying 2021 selected work essay'In The First Time I Thought I Was Dying, the photographer–artist Sarah Walker brings into focus ideas about anxiety, control, bodily functions, and the uses of breached boundaries. The essays of this book are personal, and readers of confessional non-fiction will delight in their tone: equal parts jocose and sincere.' (Introduction)
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Sarah Walker, The First Time I Thought I Was Dying
2021
single work
review
— Appears in: The Saturday Paper , 21-27 August 2021;
— Review of The First Time I Thought I Was Dying 2021 selected work essay'Researchers have shown that the less you know about something the more you think you know. There is even an apparatus for measuring this correlation between ignorance and confidence: the Dunning–Kruger graph.' (Introduction)
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Insides Out
2021
single work
review
— Appears in: Sydney Review of Books , September 2021;
— Review of The First Time I Thought I Was Dying 2021 selected work essay'‘A thing from the outside was inside her,’ writes Sarah Walker, conjuring one of her earliest memories. The thing in question is an enormous piece of bark, protruding from her kindergarten teacher’s outstretched hand, ‘under the elegant slip of her skin’. The image is carefully chosen, foreshadowing this essay collection’s interest in the intersections between our bodies and the world, and the breaching of these thresholds. Throughout The First Time I Thought I Was Dying the outside world gets in and insides are turned out. Walker’s lesson from that playground accident is that ‘constant vigilance is required’. Just a handful of paragraphs later, she tells us the revised lesson her adult self is trying to learn: ‘be not afraid’. This movement from fearfulness and control towards trust and acceptance is one that reverberates through the collection.' (Introduction)
Awards
- 2021 winner UQP Quentin Bryce Award